Today being the 8th, which is New beginnings is such a great time, to discuss this topic. Are we being intentional? Because if we are not intentionally receiving the LOVE of GOD daily, we have nothing to give. Meaning, we are like droughts that need water.  God cannot move as freely within us. Something interesting about our lives, is that when the WORD of GOD is introduced, miracles are happening. An example, is when our child has an issue, and she has her bible playing in the back ground. She wakes, the issue is gone. Glory to GOD!

You see THINGS are NOT always as they appear. God’s weapons are not of this world. He intentionally POURS out HIS LOVE upon us. So are we on purpose saying thank you? Or, are we just so affected by the spirit of entitlement or pride, that we reject it? No one likes rejection. Accepting something does not mean we like it. IT just means that we accept it. We accept feeling rejected, yet do NOT in any way, shape or FORM, except the spirit of REJECTION.


1 Corinthians 6:19-20 ESV

Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.

James 5:12 ESV

But above all, my brothers, do not swear, either by heaven or by earth or by any other oath, but let your “yes” be yes and your “no” be no, so that you may not fall under condemnation.

2 Corinthians 12:9 ESV

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Mark 16:1-20 ESV

When the Sabbath was past, Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of James and Salome bought spices, so that they might go and anoint him. And very early on the first day of the week, when the sun had risen, they went to the tomb. And they were saying to one another, “Who will roll away the stone for us from the entrance of the tomb?” And looking up, they saw that the stone had been rolled back—it was very large. And entering the tomb, they saw a young man sitting on the right side, dressed in a white robe, and they were alarmed. …

Romans 8:1 ESV

There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

Romans 1:1-32 ESV

Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God, which he promised beforehand through his prophets in the holy Scriptures, concerning his Son, who was descended from David according to the flesh and was declared to be the Son of God in power according to the Spirit of holiness by his resurrection from the dead, Jesus Christ our Lord, through whom we have received grace and apostleship to bring about the obedience of faith for the sake of his name among all the nations, …

John 1:14 ESV

And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.

Psalm 34:1-22 ESV

Of David, when he changed his behavior before Abimelech, so that he drove him out, and he went away. I will bless the Lord at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the Lord; let the humble hear and be glad. Oh, magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together! I sought the Lord, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant, and their faces shall never be ashamed. …

1 John 5:7 ESV

For there are three that testify:

1 John 2:1-29 ESV

My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world. And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him.

Hebrews 13:2 ESV

Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.

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GOD is intentional with us….let HIM be intentional through you. We have a choice. Let’s make the best one. 🙂

Consider what JESUS did on a cross. Also, think about why He did this and for whom. The Father, our FATHER in Heaven sent His son to die for us. Not just to die simply, but to die a gruesome horrendous death. He was chosen to take on every evil that there is on HIM. We pray this really registers in a new way. That God reaches out HIS hand over your wounds to say STOP. So, that the GLORY of GOD can shine in your lives, and in ALL of ours. Because really LIFE should be about LOVE.

Do we deserve the LOVE of GOD? YES Is it because we did something to deserve it? NO This is why we deserve it, it is because HE LOVES us. So, even when our behavior does not warrant receiving it, we must. Because rejecting the LOVE of GOD is very dangerous in this season. If we are not every day being intentional, then things get way more complicated.

There are some who are intentional about causing trouble. I pray that those people still reach their destiny in HIM. Whatever it may be, that we ALL reach it. Someone said recently that, “It seems that when they get close to reaching God, He moves.” God is not moving away from us, but we can move away from HIM. We can, by making things about us for one. If we were to make things about us, wow our lives would be miserable.

In fact, we watch many people get stuck in that pit. We say this with LOVE….it will NEVER be about YOU or US. It will however ALWAYS be about GOD in YOU and in US. ~

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Is life perfect? NOPE Do we get our time table? NOPE But, is it worth it? YES Is GOD moving? YES Does HE love us? YES there is ALWAYS more GOOD than BAD. ALWAYS….

Because holy surrender is happening more and more. It does not look to us the same as it does to HIM. To us at times it can look scary, to say the least. But, the fact is GOD calls us to be crucified with HIM. This means, for HIM to use us we have to be broken before HIM and vulnerable before HIM. GOD sees us, when NO ONE else does. GOD alone sees our tears, fears, pain, etc…

Many of us have been taught to be STRONG no matter what. Here is the problem with that, it is not scriptural. GOD says, in our weakness, HE is strong. SO, how can he be if we attempt to strive and be strong ALL the time? David, me and our children God has given us feel weak a lot in this season. WE TRUST in GOD that He will sustain us, and HE always does. He uses us to minister, and sends people to us to be ministered to. Grateful, beyond words we are and humbled.

There are things GOD has had us do intentionally that baffle people. In a world where most are bound by things, and places, we live as Jesus did. Because we desire GOD to work through us more and more. Now, does it mean we will never have “nice” things again? Not necessarily, it simply means that those things did and do belong to GOD. He will restore and in abundance as He desires. WE simply must wait and praise HIM in the process. 🙂 We have nice things now, just not mas many as before, and that is so ok. IN fact, it has been VERY freeing. WE are thankful.

When we speak LIFE we get it in return, in fact the more we speak it, the more GOD moves. He is working hard on YOUR behalf. Please, receive this, and stop believing enemy lies. When we do that, believe the lies, it grieves God. He has taken me many times and shown me Heaven. Just last night He reminded me that everything we thought we “LOST” was there. GLORY TO GOD!!!!! When we are LOST He will come and find us. But, we have to WANT to be found. Cause the word says, those who lose their lives will find them.” We must be willing to die to self, in whatever way GOD desires. Meaning, we MUST lay down everything to HIM.


So, today, no matter what your circumstances, make a covenant with GOD to speak LIFE, that HE will use you and heal you in process as HE moves. There is enough death spoken. YOU have authority in HIM to change the world. HE does it through us….let HIM move, unrestricted, INTENTIONALLY. ~

God may not share HIS GLORY, but what we must know is WE are a reflection of HIS GLORY, so we are part of it being molded and formed. YES, He gets full credit, and because HE LOVES us HE shares the LOVE with us. HALLELUJAH!!!! Oh, how GOD LOVES HIS COGS!!!!!!

In His Grace and GLORY,


08 Dec 2013


This post is gonna start here, and likely have a part two. It will be begun and then we will come back to it. Because man, GOD is giving us A LOT to feast on!!!! The title arrived because God began to remind us of many efforts of search and rescue. He brought to mind instances such as slavery. Remember Harriet Tubman? She was used to rescue slaves. What an awesome testimony!!! I have always been fascinated by her. I am beginning to understand just why this is so.

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God’s children, HIS COGS, you and me are CALLED to be used by HIM to bring Heaven to earth. Can we ALL agree on this? Look at the LORD’s Prayer for example.


Matthew 6:9-13

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9 Pray, therefore, like this: Our Father Who is in heaven, hallowed (kept holy) be Your name.

10 Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

12 And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven ([a]left, remitted, and let go of the debts, and have[b]given up resentment against) our debtors.

13 And lead (bring) us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.

So simple…So powerful. ~



Search and RESCUE is truly about LOST souls. Don’t we ALL know what it feels like to be LOST??? It is a horrible feeling. GOD knows. We have had people tell us GOD does not want us to feel. But, those same people left too early, too soon, and passed into Heaven. God so gives us grace to feel. What He does NOT want is for us to WORSHIP those feelings. That is something that the WORLD and the god of it does teach us. Please let GOD come and find you. Your spouse that you signed covenant with first is HIM. No matter what the circumstance.

Deep calls unto DEEP….surrender to HIS LOVE. There is NOTHING better. It is not religious it is simply a gift. He is calling us to go to the darkest places and be used in SEARCH and RESCUE. Is everyone going to receive HIS LOVE? No. The bible says clearly, some will not choose HIM. But, what about those who will? They need an opportunity to make a clear headed decision. LORD, give them a GLORY window and the mind of Christ, to at least GLIMPSE your LOVE.

It is very easy to just take LIFE for granted. But, we really shouldn’t, especially in THIS season. There is a HOLY URGENCY….notice it says HOLY URGENCY. Those arrive from FAITH not from FEAR. They come as blessings NOT curses. Will you be a Volunteer for GOD? We know many who are servants and even some who are slaves. Slavery may have been extracted, but don’t think the enemy won’t try and bring it back.

God sees ALL. He alone is waiting to take your HAND and pull you from the pit…in some cases the GRAVE. Do you want to be healed? Do you want to be FREE? What is it worth to you? Because HE died so YOU could LIVE. The reason the question of what is it worth to you, is simple. It requires complete surrender. GOD will not settle for less. He wants 100%!!!!


HE WON’T take LESS than ALL of us….He won’t relent….


You won’t relent until You have it all,
My heart is Yours (4x’s)

I’ll set You as a seal upon my heart
as a seal upon my arm
For there is love that is as strong as death
Jealousy, demanding as the grave
And many waters cannot quench this love

You won’t relent until You, have it all
My heart is Yours
You won’t relent until You, have it all
My heart is Yours

Come be the fire inside of me
Come be the flame upon my heart
Come be the fire inside of me
Until You and I are One (2x”s)

I don’t want to talk about You
Like You’re not in the room
I want to look right at You
I want to sing right to You (3x”s)

You won’t relent until You have it all,
My heart is Yours (4x’s)

I’ll set You as a seal upon my heart
as a seal upon my arm
For there is love that is as strong as death
Jealousy demanding as the grave
And many waters cannot quench this love

Come be the fire inside of me
Come be the flame upon my heart
Come be the fire inside of me
Until You and I are One (2x”s)


Read more: Jesus Culture – You Won’t Relent Lyrics | MetroLyrics

This son is one of my favorites….Right from the 3rd heaven worshiping our mighty GOD!!!!

LORD, fill us up and send us out…


God of Justice, Saviour to all
Came to rescue the weak and the poor
Chose to serve and not be served

Jesus, You have called us
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give

We must go live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Stepping forward keep us from just singing
Move us into action
We must go

To act justly everyday
Loving mercy in everyway
Walking humbly before You God

You have shown us, what You require
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out Lord

Tim Hughes – God of Justice (We Must Go)


These songs TRULY move me…and honor GOD within US….they are healing words and such TRUTH. Lord bless those whom you used to pen your desires and your words.

Look at what GOD does…HE goes after every LOST sheep. He does not want even one to STAY LOST. He LOVES so UNCONDITIONALLY, but know that to receive the LOVE there are conditions, because you have to be willing to do so. ~
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God is sending many out, even many wounded on a SEARCH and RESCUE mission. Some will be travelling the GLOBE sharing the testimony of ALL God is doing. Some already are. Are you willing to GIVE up your comforts? Knowing that the purpose is SO MUCH greater than you or me, makes it less complicated to decide.

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Here is the FACT…if you are unwilling to do as GOD calls you to do, then He cannot protect you in the same way as He could if you did. If you come into agreement with the enemy and receive what he offers, then GOD cannot help us like when we are in agreement with HIM. It really is a no brainer…God’s way may seem tougher, but it leads to LIFE not DEATH. ~

Today is the 4th which represents creative miracles in the earth. It is the 12th month which is Governmental ORDER. HOLINESS will fall from heaven and IDOLS will keep falling down….GOD is a jealous GOD. He is jealous in the most AWESOME WAY!!!! SO let HIM search your heart, and RESCUE you, so that YOU can be used to do so for others, as VICTORY rises!!!!


E and FAM

04 Dec 2013

Ephesians 1:7

Ephesians 1:7 AMP

In Him we have redemption (deliverance and salvation) through His blood, the remission (forgiveness) of our offenses (shortcomings and trespasses), in accordance with the riches and the generosity of His gracious favor,

I noticed today that remission means forgiveness.  In today’s culture we label former cancer patients as being in remission.  God says they are forgiven through the blood of his son.  Interesting link

01 Dec 2013


First off before this entry gets off the ground, I must REPENT. I personally, on behalf of myself and the body of Christ, repent for anytime I have ever been used by the enemy, or any of us have. Because we all get emotional sometimes. I speak the blood of JESUS against the spirit of emotionalism that seems to come at us like a freight train. Thank you LORD that your LOVE conquers it…CHANGE the atmosphere as only you can. Show your children they don’t have to fight alone, that YOU must be the fighter…YOU FIGHT…ALWAYS.

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Choose to LOVE the HELL of people, cause if you don’t let GOD use you, they might not make it to HEAVEN. ~ LORD, help us not take it personally. IT is NEVER about us…

Today, as this is being written, I am very frustrated with some things. In fact, as a family we are going through challenges in GOD that some cannot and will not even try and experience. IT is not something that is our fault per se, but it IS something ONLY HE can undo. I am praying that even as we are used by HIM to minister and share insights, HE is handling ALL things. As a COG, which is who I am, long before any other gifting, it makes me ANGRY. I am righteously ANGRY that people are so clueless. I hold no judgement on them, cause I used to be that way. But, why would anyone want to STAY in the DARK forever? JESUS is waiting and so is the HEAVENLY FATHER and HOLY SPIRIT. When we runaway we must do so to GOD.

I asked for a reprieve from writing. My body seemed to want sleep. But, GOD said, NO. SO, here I am, listening and letting HIM lead, no matter how I feel. I pray this helps someone. I pray in fact, somehow it helps MANY. In Jesus name, I pray that GOD uses our posts He has given us, and writes through us, to cause HOLY CHANGE and transformation.

I get tired of people rejecting GOD, and HIS people and HIS ways. THIS battle is REAL but it is won, so why do we get hit still? Because just like GOD has a job to LOVE, the enemy has a job to HATE and to try to make us hate. I refuse to HATE. It is not in me. I will not let any demon in hell take what GOD has so graciously died to give us. But, yet it is NOT my job to guard it, even that is GOD’s job.

Please TURN the hearts of the people to YOU LORD….because many are running to the wrong things. Many are just sitting around complaining and choosing sadness. The world says it’s ok to be sad all the time. but GOD says, the JOY of the LORD is our strength. Yes He wants us to feel, but NOT worship the feelings or the wounds that might be causing them to surface. This is coming from someone who got set free from self pity, depression, self harm, you name it.

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We must run FOR GOD in HIS purpose and let HIM run THROUGH US!!!!!! IN business, in home life, in health in ALL ways, only RUNAWAY to HIM and surrender. ~~~~

JESUS died on a cross in Calvary so we could be FREE and walk in FREEDOM. So why are we choosing DEATH??? We speak it. We walk it. LORD, forgive us….

When I was a teenager, I loved the CORRS… I did not understand in my flesh, because everytime I asked questions, it was basically ‘you will learn when u are older’. But, these kids need to know NOW.

THINK how many runaways there are…they RUNAWAY because they really BELIEVE NO ONE CARES….but GOD does!!!!

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Say it’s true, there’s nothing like me and you
I’m not alone, tell me you feel it too

And I would run away
I would run away, yeah…, yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you

Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I’m never gonna stop
Falling in love with you.

THE REST of the LYRICS were left out, they were NOT appropriate. It is also because the whole point is this….people are looking to FALL in LOVE with people and NOT GOD….but they had better DIVORCE satan and MARRY GOD. Because if they do NOT their whole lives will keep being hell, and then they will die. ~
The children who belong to GOD need to know WHO He is…and who THEY are in HIM and who they are NOT….Do you know how dangerous it is to deprive  children of this information???
LORD, forgive us, we forgive our enemies, and we speak blessings OVER THEM. We know that VENGEANCE is YOURS alone, and have seen you remove the hindrances over and over. WE thank you for LOVING us and being the ONLY one that we can ALWAYS RUNAWAY to. IJN AMEN
PLEASE discern in GOD and through HIM, consistently ask HIM to do and BE through YOU, because without HIM doing it ALL, even if it looks like you succeed, you won’t. HE deserve our agreement and covenant to only RUN into HIS ARMS from now on.
In His Grace and GLORY,
E and FAM


01 Dec 2013

Cracks in the Surface

A few days ago, this entry was begun. But to be really upfront about things, it took that long to sort of get my head together. Our family is used to enduring with GOD and in HIM. But, having said that, THIS trial, and how it is ending is well, not completely what we expected. Yet, on some level kind of exactly what we expected. Because with GOD, we EXPECT great things!!! Does that mean that nothing negative will ever come? Absolutely NOT!!! But what it does mean is GOD will overcome.

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So, to the topic of this post. Do we have cracks in the surface? YES. Can GOD use that too? YES!!!!

God breaks us down to FEED us to the multitude. Look at Gideon. Also, look at the feeding of the five thousand.

Here is a link of a sermon that GOD gave someone  about the Clay pots and the cracks in them. Please enjoy because what it says is important…

GOD does break us, but NOT in a way that is unable to be restored. Because the FACT is, HE requires surrender. Even in a child. Our children, that we have been given are warriors. Some live with us and some elsewhere, but ALL of them live with GOD. We look forward to GOD healing the cracks in the surface, and if necessary breaking us down more. Because it will NOT be about us. It WILL always be about GOD in US.

Our doctor this time has a name that reminded us of putty. How we are putty in God’s hands.

Definition of PUTTY

—used for a compound that is used as a filler for cracks or holes in a surface.
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What does GOD do? He fills with HIS BLOOD the cracks in the surface. YES LORD!!!!!! We so hear you!!!! FILL US UP and SEND US OUT!!!

2 Corinthians 4

Amplified Bible (AMP)

4 Therefore, since we do hold and engage in this ministry by the mercy of God [granting us favor, benefits, opportunities, and especially salvation], we do not get discouraged (spiritless and despondent with fear) or become faint with weariness and exhaustion.

2 We have renounced disgraceful ways (secret thoughts, feelings, desires and underhandedness, the methods and arts that men hide through shame); we refuse to deal craftily (to practice trickery and cunning) or to adulterate or handle dishonestly the Word of God, but we state the truth openly (clearly and candidly). And so we commend ourselves in the sight and presence of God to every man’s conscience.

3 But even if our Gospel (the glad tidings) also be hidden (obscured and covered up with a veil that hinders the knowledge of God), it is hidden [only] to those who are perishing and obscured [only] to those who are spiritually dying and veiled [only] to those who are lost.

4 For the god of this world has blinded the unbelievers’ minds [that they should not discern the truth], preventing them from seeing the illuminating light of the Gospel of the glory of Christ (the Messiah), Who is the Image and Likeness of God.

5 For what we preach is not ourselves but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves [merely] as your servants (slaves) for Jesus’ sake.

6 For God Who said, Let light shine out of darkness, has shone in our hearts so as [to beam forth] the Light for the illumination of the knowledge of the majesty and glory of God [as it is manifest in the Person and is revealed] in the face of Jesus Christ (the Messiah).

7 However, we possess this precious treasure [the divine Light of the Gospel] in [frail, human] vessels of earth, that the grandeur and exceeding greatness of the power may be shown to be from God and not from ourselves.

8 We are hedged in (pressed) on every side [troubled and oppressed in every way], but not cramped orcrushed; we suffer embarrassments and are perplexed and unable to find a way out, but not driven to despair;

9 We are pursued (persecuted and hard driven), but not deserted [to stand alone]; we are struck down to the ground, but never struck out and destroyed;

10 Always carrying about in the body the liability and exposure to the same putting to death that the Lord Jesus suffered, so that the [[a]resurrection] life of Jesus also may be shown forth by and in our bodies.

11 For we who live are constantly [experiencing] being handed over to death for Jesus’ sake, that the [[b]resurrection] life of Jesus also may be evidenced through our flesh which is liable to death.

12 Thus death is actively at work in us, but [it is in order that [c]our] life [may be actively at work] in you.

13 Yet we have the same spirit of faith as he had who wrote, I have believed, and therefore have I spoken. We too believe, and therefore we speak,

14 Assured that He Who raised up the Lord Jesus will raise us up also with Jesus and bring us [along] with you into His presence.

15 For all [these] things are [taking place] for your sake, so that the more grace (divine favor and spiritual blessing) extends to more and more people and multiplies through the many, the more thanksgiving may increase [and redound] to the glory of God.

16 Therefore we do not become discouraged (utterly spiritless, exhausted, and wearied out through fear). Though our outer man is [progressively] decaying and wasting away, yet our inner self is being [progressively] renewed day after day.

17 For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!],

18 Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting.

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GOD has performed SO many miracles. HE does this daily and SO deserves credit. It is a miracle we ALL are still alive, it is a miracle healing is happening so rapidly, a miracle every time our needs are met, a miracle every time we breathe, a miracle we have a vehicle, or a place to sleep and food. See where this is going? MIRACLES are ALL around us. THANK GOD!!!!!

It is a MIRACLE that even with the cracks in the surface, GOD can use us. It TRULY is!!!!!

WE cannot even attempt to LIMIT GOD. We just cannot….HE can and WILL use everything. But, remember that HE excuses nothing too. The enemy’s camp may think they are getting away with things, but GOD.  Just keep praising HIM, watching HIM and believing that NO WEAPON formed against us will prosper and it won’t!

OK, until next entry GOD BLESS you ALL…do NOT worry because HE has so got ALL these questions we have covered. WATCH GOD!!!! Our gal is healing  and so are we and many others.  GLORY TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the BLOOD of JESUS ~ AMEN

In His Grace and GLORY,

E and FAM

30 Nov 2013


Have you ever experienced a trepidation about seeing relatives that you haven’t in a while? Well, if you have, this will be easy to understand. The Hospital has kind of been like another HOME to us. One thing WE as a family have asked GOD to do is to bring us into HIM, draw us nearer, no matter where we are. Our family travels as He leads. Some call us religious, but we are NOT. We are simply so in LOVE with GOD.


I have not personally visited my actual HOMELAND in person since 2010. I actually thought it had been longer. I don’t actively speak with any of my biological relatives, and neither does my spouse with his. WE understand like Joseph the persecution that comes from being “different” according to the world. Do we LOVE this? Well, NO. But, we know that GOD has called us for a season to step back and let HIM move.

It is HARVEST time….we are COMING HOME to GOD again. We have learned HOME is wherever He plants us. So right now, HOME is the hospital. God is funny and very strategic in how HE moves. We did not want to come back here in our flesh. When it looked like that was what He was doing, we ALL fought it. But, as always we surrendered to HIM. Because really what other choice is there?

I know it sounds weird to some that HOME could be a place like this. But, HOME to GOD is where HE has us. No matter what the surroundings look like. In this case, home is where we have people not very often speaking LIFE over us, because many of them serve science as god. No judgement on them because we have so been there.  But, no that it can make things THAT more challenging. JESUS our awesome BROTHER speaks LIFE over us. Do we receive this??? Or, do we receive something else?

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HOME in GOD is about peace. It is not about never reacting in emotion, more about ALWAYS reacting in HIS LOVE. Do I mess up? YEP. Do we ALL? YEP. There are some who seriously work hard to make life HELL for people. Our prayer is the opposite. As my beautiful sister Robin Main says, “Give them HEAVEN!!!!” Love it and LOVE working for GOD, no matter the cost. LORD give us HEAVEN!!!

LORD have your way…and BRING us HOME. But, before you bring us there, bring HEAVEN, our HOME here. IJN AMEN

In HIS Grace and GLORY,

E and FAM

27 Nov 2013


When I was informed that I was going to be used to write this, I was not ready to throw a party. At least I was not in my flesh excited. But my spirit leapt!!!!  The fact is we know about unwavering faith. But God wants everything unwavering. He wants our spirit fixed on HIM. He wants our hearts, eyes, mind and even soul focused on HIM. Because without this, we die. We spiritually die, literally die and physically as well.

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HANG on…HELP is on the way….REPENT and seek HIS FACE TODAY ~

Do you believe God is bigger than any obstacle? Have you seen HIM move mountains in your life? Because we have, and DO experience THIS daily. In our flesh we tend to ask why, or even see things at face value. But God’s answer is certain. His ways are NOT ours. I was reminded that the blog before this one was about God’s army. We are on HIS team, and HIS final blow is VICTORY!!!

We must understand that unwavering also means balanced. It does not mean we never feel, or express an emotion. More to the point, it does mean those feelings or emotions are NOT our God. Please do not misunderstand. We feel many things. So does Jesus in us. But we do not have the luxury of acting from that.

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THIS appears to be on a firm foundation…BUT appearances can be deceiving. ~

In my flesh, I protested God. I said, “come on, why me? Isn’t someone else available? Especially now, I mean really Father?” But the fact is being chosen is an honor. SO I repented.  It is a privilege not a right, but it is for sure a rite of passage. Who killed Jesus? Did we? Anyone who has at one time idolized another god participated. So guess what that means. Repentance is necessary. Because a clean and spotless bride will be retrieved.

LORD make us steadfast, laser focused on you, with ALL your Glory shining and all your LOVE unwavering.  I thank you and praise you. YOU alone are worthy. YOU alone are holy. IJN and BLOOD AMEN

D – the first day of school this year, Sarah Beth handed me three quarters that she had found on the sidewalk as she boarded the bus and gave me a hug and kiss.  God told me the quarters would be significant.  They were a 1994 american eagle quarter, a 2004 wisconsin state quarter with a wheat sheaf and a cow, and a 2012 alaska state quarter with the denali national park and a goat.  here’s what it meant to me: in 1994 i moved to WAshington (Wisconsin + Alaska = WA -> Washington).  while in washington in 2004 i met my wife.  in 2012 we left washington driving a yukon denali.  i recently looked in the driver side door and found the denali was manufactured in wisconsin.

ok lets start out with ‘brought me three quarters that she found on the sidewalk’.  tell me about the last time you found three quarters on the sidewalk.  then to see the all the ways God brought connections into light through those quarters.  we continually see more meanings revealed.

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VICTORY is a SURE THING when working with and IN our awesome GOD 🙂 He can use anyone, and He even came here to earth, in the form of a BABY. Innocence, PURITY, Hope, JOY, Faith, LOVE and so much more! ~

So, if He can give me these three quarters, what else can He do? GREATER WORKS….most importantly using us, HIS COGS.

Whatever you are enduring GOD and HIS LOVE is bigger and better. TRUST in HIM. Stand on HIS promises. His secret is HE WINS!!!

In His grace and GLORY,

E and FAM victory1



26 Nov 2013

Build the ARSENAL

It is the 17th which Biblically means VICTORY. Who has the victory? GOD does!!!! Remember that JESUS is the way to the FATHER. Which means we cannot ignore the HEAVENLY Father and Holy Spirit. Yes seek JESUS, but do not stop there. The fact is the antichrist spirit is definitely in the world. Not saying the person who will be possessed by it has been shown. But, what we have been taught is to be careful of churches who have no balance. GOD is GOD, 3 in 1. The fullness of GOD must be worshiped in spirit and TRUTH.

This particular post is about GOD being UNLIMITED in what HE uses as a weapon. The enemy is very limited. BUT GOD can absolutely unequivocally and WILL use anything. Just remember this, HE excuses nothing too. The reason for the title is simple. If we do not ASK God to build the arsenal of spiritual weaponry, then how will we ever receive it? We have NOT because we ask not.


WE are part of the ARMY of GOD. Some are generals, privates, lieutenants. Everyone has a position. I say this with HOLY urgency. Take it, the position He has given, or face destruction. GOD is not a GOD of intimidation, but HE is a GOD of preparation. He is not one to just DUMP on us and never give reprieve. Please understand that is not a GOD of LOVE that does that, it is a god of hate…our enemy.

Scriptures about God’s ARMY ~

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THE best JOB we can have is to let GOD move….do it LORD bring down the KINGDOM of DARKNESS. BIRTH your GLORY!!!!!

This topic was not one I really got excited about discussing, or even being used to write. But, the fact is, we NEED divine intervention in EVERY area of our lives. There are too many people operating in evil, and many through it as they call it in. Those people will get one last chance to choose FREEDOM over BONDAGE. Because GOD still LOVES them.


If we are not in complete agreement, 100% with GOD, then how will REVIVAL spread? THERE is a HOLY REMNANT rising up as EAGLES, and thank GOD the UNHOLY one is being forced to sit down. Whom do you serve? What do you serve? DO you serve FEAR or the god of it? DO you serve FAITH and the GOD of it? It is time to find out. DO not delay.

GOD has been teaching us that we should NOT tie HIS hands. Yes, He can work around us, but prefers to work through HIS children, HIS COGS. He wants repentant hearts, and willing vessels to use for HIS GLORY. Are you one of these willing participants? Are you willing to WALK in FREEDOM, no matter the cost?

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MANY angels of HIS are fighting on our behalf. FOR the GLORY of GOD will FALL. ~

LORD build the arsenal. We repent for any time we have not received what you give. YOU use ALL things for your GLORY. You take the darkness and transform it into HOLY LIGHT. THERE is nothing impossible for you. There is no amount of anything that can defeat you. Give us unconditional FAITH, TRUST, HOPE, SURRENDER, PEACE, JOY, MERCY, GRACE and anything else that is HOLY and of you. BE our everything. BE our breath. MOVE in us oh GOD. CLEANSE us and PURIFY US as you SANCTIFY US for your GLORY and saturate us in it. ONLY YOU are the most holy commander, and we adhere to you and you alone as you lead. WE will wait until PEACE is present to step, we commit and covenant with you, to wait on you and be STILL and know that you are GOD. IJN and BLOOD AMEN



CHOOSE this day which side you are on. Only ONE wins.

In HIS Grace and GLORY,

E and FAM


17 Nov 2013

WHO is HE? WHO are YOU? Who is HE in YOU???

A while back God led me to post something about anger. It was in relation to someone saying God is not mad at us. That is is not entirely accurate 100% of the time. He gets mad at HIS children. He just does not STAY mad forever. The ones He really gets mad at most are those who blatantly are rebelling against HIM through evil that is unspeakable. I say this, as He gives, to explain something.

WE have to know who GOD is. We also have to know who WE are. The third thing and most important; we need to know is, who we are in HIM. Do you know those three things? Do I know these three things? Do WE know them united?

God is a GOD of LOVE. But, LOVE itself is not always something that we receive with ease. God is a GOD who does get angry with HIS children sometimes, but the LOVE always rises up. It always overcomes. At the core of HIS LOVE is GRACE and FAITH. If we want to have more FAITH, we must receive HIS LOVE. We must also remember something else. Going from GLORY to GLORY to GLORY in HIM can at first be messy. But in HIS time, it will go as HE desires. God is a GOD of discipline. He does this because HE loves us, and overlooking things that hinder the growth process in HIM, would be unloving. God is a GOD of HEALING. Comprised of the FATHER in HEAVEN, that we get to have connection to, through our BROTHER JESUS, and the HOLY SPIRIT, GOD is 3 in one. HE is GLORY. He is HEALING. HE is HOME. God is everything. GOD is AN ALL ENCOMPASSING PARENT, as well as FAMILY. HE is our SAVIOR.

This gives more insights and scripture on who HE is…

Who are you? Are you a child of GOD? Do you receive that HE is your FATHER? Or do you serve another, and let someone else influence you? Are you a parent? Are you a spouse? Are you a giver? Are you a receiver? Who are YOU??? I know it is a lot of questions. This is not about self examination or even self reflection. What it IS about is GOD reflections. Do we see ourselves as GOD does? Without GOD…all these things that we ARE according to the world, are meaningless. The account for nothing. Without receiving HIS LOVE, on a daily basis, there is no JOY in these hats we wear. Do you want to have JOY? Or are you fine living in sorrow, sickness and disease constantly?

The bible only talks about who we are in HIM. Specifically it speaks on who we are in CHRIST. When we receive the sacrifice that was done, for us, we begin to crave more of GOD. We begin to seek HIM to let HIM move, and ultimately for HIM to have HIS way. You know why God does this? IT is because THAT is ALL that is important. He could tell us who we are in THIS World, but why would HE? There is no need, the world tells us. We have to understand that IT IS FINISHED. That means HE does overcome. OUR JOB is to LOVE, let GOD LOVE through us specifically, no matter what, and to let HIM use us to share and spread that LOVE.

Scriptures on who HE says we ARE in HIM…

Yes, we have a choice to choose HIS ways are not. The BIBLE is our GPS. It is like getting a car and never looking at the manual. Which, to be honest, some don’t unless there is a problem. But, i we do that with the WORD of GOD, then ALL we will have is problems. WE cannot be bound so much to anything, but the LOVE of GOD, the PURE LOVE that comes from GOD. It is a LOVE that admonishes, corrects, and coaches us. When we seek GOD to just take over, we have more PEACE, because it is HIS that HE shares with us. Nothing has power over us or in us except HIM.

Jesus became sin at the cross. Think about this for a moment. Think of the worst thing that has ever come upon you, or could ever come at you. JESUS took it ALL. ALL to GOD we owe. Sin had left a crimson stain, but HE washed it white as snow. He never sinned, but HE received ALL of our sins. Never would we compare our emotions with GOD’s, but what we do know is HE feels everything we do. When He showed this to us, it really convicted us. AT the time that He did, we had a broken marriage, on the verge of destruction, a child going through what the world considers something terminal, and we were beyond blessed in HIM too. WE had everything the world considers to be fruitful, but not what GOD was seeing as HOLY fruit.

Now, when people look at our lives, I pray they see HOLINESS. We, as a family believe that now what was hidden before, is becoming forefront. HIS harvest is taking place. IS it because things are perfect around us? Well no it is not. Is it because we deserve it? No, it is not because of that either. So why is GOD moving so greatly here? IT is because we went to the LORD and made a covenant to receive HIS blessings, LOVE, FAVOR, GRACE, GLORY, CORRECTION, ADMONISHMENT, HEALTH, CLEANSING,PURIFYING, and SANCTIFYING. We did not just say, LORD we believe and move on. We went to GOD and said, LORD have your way, show us your TRUTH, and take over our FAITH. Why did we do this? Because anything else is our effort and not GOD. WE came into agreement with HIM. Truly, the only thing I can say I did, or do is stay in agreement with GOD. Does this mean I never come out of that? No, it means that when I do, or anyone in the family does, we immediately get convicted, and come right back into GODLY agreement, and reject the rebuke the UNgodly ones.

If it were NOT for GOD and HIS LOVE we would be removed from this world. I will never take lightly the LOVE of GOD, but I will also and WE will also NEVER let that excuse any level of disobedience and rebellion. NO leaven will stay, which means, we will go through. BUT, not as the world does, because THAT simply would not honor our GOD.

THIS day, which is the 11th representing Biblically judgement and disorder, take time for GOD. Sit and reflect and spend time with HIM. If you are not yet comfortable reading HIS word, just sit in HIS presence. Speaking from very personal experience, in the beginning I was bound by LAW. I believed that if I did not read my bible 7 hrs plus a day, I was a horrible person. Someone gave me a GREAT analogy yesterday about the LAW. The person said, if you are driving along, in a convertible, doing the speed limit, the LAW has no effect. If you do the same thing, and SPEED, it does. The LAW has no hold on us without FEAR.

LOOK at the strategies of the enemy…pay attention for the sake of your own soul and that of your children He has given you. This world can be very dangerous, and impossible without GOD. Because without THAT we perish, and all that awaits us is a HELL that is indescribable. HELL is not created for believers in GOD. It is NOT created for those who receive Christ and HIS sacrifice. IT is created for torture of those who don’t. The enemy will lie and say you are loved, but he turns on his own. GOD, never leaves us or forsakes us and ALWAYS backs up HIS TRUTH. Whose teams wins? Well, we ALL know the end of the FINAL chapter. To us it is a no-brainer. Even the enemies team knows it. They are driven by UNHOLINESS. The competition, and vengeance, anger, and anything else you can think of that is evil. GOD is driven by GOODNESS…He knows no other way to be, and thankfully we can say neither do we. Daily we commit to being driven by GOD, and HIS LOVE, and to let GOD be the PILOT of our lives.

One last thought He just gave was this; FORGIVE. Choose to forgive yourself, others, and even GOD if needed. The last one is not because GOD messes up, but because the enemy may have used it to hurt or wound us. ASK the LORD for discernment. Without this, it very difficult to determine good from evil. The people practicing EVIL can see wounds and sense good. DO NOT be AFRAID, but be VERY AWARE.

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It really is THIS simple…LIFE that is eternal or DEATH that is…

TAKe the time to praise GOD just because. HE so deserves ALL the GLORY and HE will deliver you. He already has.

Who do you say you are? Who does GOD say YOU are? Who are you in HIM?

In His Grace and GLORY,






11 Nov 2013

WHAT are WE so AFRAID of???

When GOD put this in my spirit, it leapt!!! Yet, my flesh felt like it cringed. First off, though we know GOD is gonna keep moving mightily, we must also know at times the opposition and the TRIALS by FIRE will feel hotter. Having said that, let’s get down to the MEAT of this, shall we? LORD, I ask you to always type through me, give your children your words, thoughts and actions in JESUS name. AMEN ~

God has had me, personally being CLEANSED in this season. I am certain that many of you are going through too. Because the BODY of CHRIST is being united, and prepped for meeting the BRIDE GROOM. Our sweet daughter asked me recently something. What she asked kind of blew my natural mind. She said, “Momma, do you believe Jesus is coming back soon?” I said, “Well sweetheart soon is a very relative term. The fact is soon could be so many things. But, what I know is, we are called to live as if it could happen at any time, and ALWAYS to be prepared in HIM. He will return.”

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Now I want you all to know just HOW important this topic is…The computer lost this post, and GOD resurrected it. I am so grateful that we have such a FAITHFUL GOD!!!!! He is so beyond ALL words.

He told us a while back that HE would CLEANSE, PURIFY, and SANCTIFY us. He keeps HIS word. We simply have to RECEIVE it!!! So what is it precious COGS that we are so AFRAID of??? Is it DEATH? Is it LIFE? Is it FAMINE? Think about your ABSOLUTE greatest FEAR….PONDER this with GOD. It may have even already come to pass. Because in this season, GOD is very lovingly pushing us past the point of our greatest FEAR.

Think about JOB…Reflect on what He endured, and because it was endured…know that we do NOT have to endure the same thing, but we can choose to, and GOD will LET us when it is necessary. I thank GOD for HIS mercy, even when we do not see it. Because GOD is in LOVE with JUSTICE. He is in LOVE with HIS children. However, we must understand that HIS LOVE is not a love that coddles. THAT comes from FEAR, and it is not of GOD.

DO NOT KEEP believing the enemies LIES!!!!! This is the same command as DO NOT BE AFRAID!!!!

I used to be terrified of losing a child. I have lost many, because of giving into this fear. The fact is, I survived in HIM and through HIM. In His LOVE, even when it was firm, and also BECAUSE it was. GOD broke the LOVE SPELL of this world that had a GRIP on me. He tore down the walls of  FEAR that the enemy had carefully baited me into building. One of the first blogs, if NOT the first one, was on SELF and how it can be a weapon for GOOD or for evil.

So many are going through what looks like and feels like HELL. WE are no different. But, gonna be REALLY BOLD here and say, do NOT believe the BLATANT LIE that HELL only exists here, or that HEAVEN only exists there. GOD calls HIS children to be used by HIM, to bring Heaven to earth. SO, guess what the enemy’s children are called to do?

Do not believe that because you may have been naturally fathered by an enemy, or someone from that camp, that GOD HIMSELF does not LOVE you. He has adopted you into HIS heart and family. YOU are the child HE adores. The father you are indirectly serving is FALSE and FAKE. Come out of BABYLON mentality. Choose this day to wear as a BADGE of honor FAITH in your HEAVENLY FATHER, your BROTHER JESUS and the Beautiful HOLY SPIRIT!!!! THIS GOD will NEVER EVER EVER FAIL!!!!!!

YES GOD LOVES us and YES the LOVE will conquer any spirit of HATE that comes our way, as we walk in HIS LOVE, but THAT is not a reason to excuse bad behavior, disobedience and definitely not blatant rebellion. We are crucified with CHRIST and yet look how many give up and commit suicide or turn to drugs or whatever instead? This has to change….We must REPENT…we must fall PROSTRATE before HIS throne and RECEIVE HIS REDEMPTION….

LORD have your way… Esther, like Sarah, like Moses, like ALL of our Glorious family in you….BIRTH your GLORY!!!! YOU are the same GOD in them as you are in US. We must remember to REJOICE…in ALL THINGS….absolutely ALL things…If our greatest FEAR comes upon us, then we have to PRAISE HIM!!!! We will be set FREE through worshiping and praising HIM!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!

Glory to our MIGHTY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!

In His Grace and GLORY,

E and FAM






09 Nov 2013