downloadailmentGrief551976_356879881087543_1016047998_nlove (1)2011-08-20 18.54.40o11202110_10154345977482785_478541223262868865_n10356327_797736560298840_800842292463146719_nFIRST song…” A little Bit Stronger” (Sara Evans) “”Even on my Weakest Days…I get a little bit Stronger”” YES…This LYRIC brings SOOOOOOOOOO MANY emotions to ME. PLEASE Hear, heart2 heart💞 MY heart! I MUST CONFESS. MY WEAKNESS!!!! It Makes me 😠 ANGER , at times, when people see ME and think, wow SHE is SO 💪 STRONG . Perhaps, that is PARt pride. And man, DO I lay, THAT down…EVERY SINGLE DAY. TEARS. Tears😭 To come to the PLACE, where I COULD and CAN, admit I AM WEAK. DEAR LORD, THAT I, whatever YOU call my NAME. Call me…Katy…Call me Katherine…Call me Ellie. Call me Elea. It matters NOT to ME. Because, I AM CALLED HIS. And, the FACT is, I am, only 💪 STRONG , by HIS GRACE…yet ALSO, I AM WEAK….though, by His grace humbled meek & kind. In process.  A mess 2, at times.  Oh my, Grace Grace.





Some DAYS…I just LOOK up, and say…MAKE it STOP!!! Can I change my self, my identity???? PLEASE. My name again? I am saying this, just to be real and RAW. The old tries to get back in.  You see? I get Hit from ALL sides too.  In some ways, I am like you.  💗 And, this work, HE does. .. Through US.. & Me is not ALWAYS,  done with  EASE. No matter, how it MAY APPEAR……

Please 👂 hear what I’m saying here. It is why, over the years, He has made CLEAR… That LOVE comes… With Heavenly boundaries.  Oh, my have they been tough, to learn and set.  But, when in place.  He brings… The BEST.  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️





What He does, He does WELL. No questions there.  But as a VESSEL…..   There is suffering that comes.  It’s just part of the DEAL. And it is a GIFT. 🎁 Long suffering… But, oh… the sift, and SHIFT.

And the shut up… And the put up… That is often needed in the surrender..  Process.  As, “I will Trust in You” plays.  Yes!!!!!  No doubt, about that.  The only trust, in in Jesus!  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️




But, it is DONE with JOY, by HIS GRACE. Love❤️ We ENJOY, HIS LOVE. His GIFTS, and BLESsINGS, WE appreciate. But, the NIGHT time, the DARK hours. We face, often tough challenges, MOST. He knows why. So, of HIS LOVE, WE BOAST. Because, it is a waste to give credit to the bad. It simply makes Jesus SAD. And we like to see JESUS smile . :)❤️






Thinking back today, as the song , once again plays, ” I NEED YOU.” I am in TEARS again. Because, GOD I miss my BABY GIRL. Breaking💔 I miss her every single day. I miss seeing her smile, when she woke up, each day. I miss kissing her and hugging her, b4 bed, EVERY single night. And these are things, I rarely speak OF. Let ALONE, write about. But, I was told 2 day, it was a MUST. 🌳🌲🌱🌷🌼🌻🌺💐🌸💮🏵🌹🐞🐝🐜🐛🐌



And I feel HER with me today. I can hear my angel girl. Angel😇 Saying, “Mommy, It is gonna be okay. You ALL are doing great. We know that this is hard. But, remember there is a plan. And, it is going, according to the schedule. Just keep laying it down, and you will see. Surprise after surprise. 🎁🎀🎊🎉🎈🎖🎸🎹🎤🎶🔊🔔🏳💎💍💄📿More and more victory. Right before your eyes. I love you sweet Mommy, and daddy David 2. Hug and kiss sweet Simbea. I love you. ” ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

The next song… “Bring the Rain” — Acoustic — ( Mercy Me)




Messages from Heaven…Help. Love❤️ They often come at NIGHT. Sometimes, early morning, or when the suN/SON is BRIGHT. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Another Lyric on “Sunshine in the darkest days, better half/saving grace ” (you make it easy – Jason Aldean ) He later says…” I swear God made you for me.” Oh, this is how I feel about my sweet🍯 Honey BEAR. JESUS, in HIM especial. Love love❤️ But, OH the PAIN 2 get THERE…. This JOURNEY….OH MY….now the SONG…. “I won’t LET GO” Jesus telling me through Rascal Flats — that HE won’t LET GO OF ME. ” I will HOLD YOU tight, and I won’t let GO.” :)❤️








When Sarah’s final FLIGHT happened….It was UNDER a RAINBOW LIGHT. To ME that was SO profound. Now, THAT is ONLY part, of the story. But, the LIGHT, so BRIGHT…and so MANY butterflies, EVERY COLOR. The SCENE…LIKE THE ONE FROM GHOST. AT THE VERY END. Patrick Swayze’s character has a LINE. It sticks out to me…STRONG. It ALWAYS has. My husband says, I always knew, WHAT was 2 come. In the film, He looks at HIS wife. He says, ” It’s amazing MOLLY, the LOVE Inside. Carry it with YOU, wherever YOU Go. ” It is at that point, as He is flying up to Heaven, that He says, ” I Love you.” And she says, “Ditto.” Because, SHE is so MOVED…by the PRESENCE and EssENCE of HEAVEN that she can BARELY SPEAK. AND WOW…..do I get THAT….. TEARS…. ❤️ 🌳🌲🌱🌷🌼🌻🌺💐🌸💮🏵🌹









The song now….’YOU ARE I AM” – (MERCY ME) “THE VEIL IS TORN) oh ARe WE LIVING proof of THIS…. SUCH TRUTH. LOVE anyway….Grace GRACE…LOVE above ALL ELSE…. LOVE truly WINS!!!!! And THAT is the GOOD/GREAT NEWS! RESt is needed. Pain will happen. Healing will COME. Hurt will Go. We will grieve. But, LOVE, HIS LOVE—– YES—- 100% BEST ingredient in EVERY single recipe. LOVE!!!!!!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️








Pause will BE preseed…..and PRESSED indeed….. There will be times, that because of HIS LOVE, we will feel like, we just want OUT. But, HE will HEAR our shout, and bring RESCUE. and MANY others will GET rescue too. 🙂 THAT is the BEST part, about HIS LOVE and HIS heart. IT NEVER EVER EVER stops, or FAILS. ~~~~~ His LOVE prevails. In the NIGHT, Day, in EVERY way. He is MIGHTY 2 Save. YOu and Me 2. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️










His LOve is a light, unto my path. 🙂 📹 🏮 🕯 🔦 ❤️

In His Grace,

Elea Grace



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