Monthly Archives: November 2016

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   Cuddle Bears in honor of Sarah Elizabeth Sharpe

   

   

   The toughest part, about existing, in THIS place, is having the one, who was the MoST accepting, in such a tiny package,  baby be watching now. Don’t get me wrong, I am SO very grateful, for every single thing. Having gone through the motions, and still enduring them, the perspective, from before, inn some ways, is just no more. ❤️

 

 

 

But, in others, more daily, is given, a new vision. Eyes But be aware, that new vision, can very much disrupt the OLD. Especially, in a natural way, and sometimes it is VERY ODD. But, make no mistake, that it is God. His love, love❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ no one said would be easy. Not to mention, in this place and time, it can make us feel queasy. ~~~

 

 

 

 

I used to give WAY more credit, than was needed, to a place, of hurt. So many are living in the prison, of religion, and in it, there is ONLy one cure. Guess what it is? The real LOVE of Jesus. I always wanted a twin, and then came Sarah. She was this, ray of sunshine, that through Jesus I just began to adore. Yet, I admit, every day, I would secretly wonder, somewhere, is today the day? I don’t think I have ever verbally admitted that, till now.

 

 

 

 

Because, I was taught, to put a smile on your face, and love in your heart, and just get through. But…Jesus Love, and His plans are so much MORE than just survival. ~

 

 

 

I guess this is… What I wrote then.  Hmmmm 222. Yes.  Wow… Now. Going on a treasure Hunt, looking for Jesus.  Are we gonna find Him?  Guess we’ll SEE… Grace Grace.  So needed this journey.

 

 

To See. To Grow. To let Go…

 

 

Oh the plans of God, and of Heaven will Carry on… Without US…. True.  In a sense.  However, don’t be so clever to think, you are not significant. Oh, the places WE go, together. We go, with Jesus Christ.

 

 

 

When do we Obey… Write Away.  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Grace. Mercy. Love.

Surrender… We must fear not Heaven’s ⚡️ Highway.

Because… That FEAR,

 

 

False Evidence Appearing Real… …

 

 

 

It can have CLAWS… I’ve seen it.  But, His ❤️…. That’s NEVER…. A regret.  His Love… Will and conquer.  But, no one said, it would be EASY TO understand, comprehend, or even receive.  When, you can’t believe.  His ❤️ does that too.  Grace.  Here.  Now.  33. To Jesus, its the perfect number.    Not bound by the clock… But Free… By the wisdom of Heaven.  Yes, He loves ❤️ Me.

 

 

 

Do I miss what was?  In some way, everyday.   Do I dwell?  No way.  Jesus is my liberty .  I have to TRUST IN Him. That His ways, are so much Higher, and Better, than MINE.  His mine, and OURS.  A plan divine.  However it arrives.  Grace.  His Love. ❤️ His time.  ⏰

 

 

 

I read tonight 1 Corinthians 15….  The WHOLE chapter… REST… And resurrection. Subject matter, juristiction. Beauty, in these words, YES.  Manna.  But, warning too.  Grace.  Grace.  ❤️

 

 

 

I’ve said this before, but it needs said MORE ➕. This LIFE IS so…… NOT about ME.  But, I am a piece.    A Lion kid.  Yes.  Me.  His.  True.  Sometimes, I feel ALot. I have been beaten, bruised, broken, ripped to shreds, left for dead and…. RESURRECTED. By His Grace.  Not once.  But… He knows the amount, the cost.  It’s His… After ALL. ❤️ ❤️

 

 

I will CHOOSE to be NOT afraid. Forgive Always.  Love Anyway.  And… Believe. “What you say of ME” (Lauren Daigle) ❤️  Grace ~~~~~

 

 

A present, blessing… but… oh my to digest it.  Takes Jesus….

 

When Sarah, went Home… A little raccoon appeared at RMH window. Just, for a moment though.  When I grabbed my phone, to take a picture. Gone. Then I heard, “Some things are just for you. ” Tears again.  ~~~ Grace.  This raccoon, waved hello.  So much JOY ,on it’s face!!!!  You just wanted to pick, it up.  Snuggle and cuddle it 2. Again… Grace.  Bathe…

 

245… Watching film, bout beautiful pearl.  Lost but found.    Yes.    First time, we watched ending together.  How poetic.  ❤️ Oh, the storms we have weathered.  Amazed…. That song… “Lord I’m Amazed by You. ” We sang it. Her, Celebration 4 Life.

 

 

So, there are things that will Enter in, yeah, I won’t GET them.  And, that is totally OKAY.  Because, Jesus fights for me, day and night.  He wins.  Resting in this.  My BEST FRIEND.  My husband.  Yes.  ~~~~ ❤️

 

 

Anything else… Above my KING won’t END well for ME.  It will bring HELL. And, I want Heaven instead. Oh, my such a tough lesson. Still learning…   Grace.  Thank you Jesus… You Set Me FREE   ( hill song)  Christ ⛪ my Savior brings Victory.

 

In His Grace,

E

 

Not that long ago, I may have written another post, similar to this one. But, lately MY memory, has been a tad challenging. So, if so, let’s just say, we are continuing on. I had a vision today of a merry go round. I LOVE to play in Heaven. I seem to do it, a lot. Yet, I may not always be officially conscious of it. 😉 Anyway, I began thinking about my childhood.

I don’t know why, I have been given the gift of TIME. But, I am so grateful for it. I guess I do know why. Because, there has been a real NEED for it. You know, WE all think about time, from a literal perspective. But, remember that the issues with the enemy begin, and end with LOGIC. I’m not gonna try and convince you of it, just look at the stories. The Genesis Story alone, shows us this. LOGIC unsurrendered before Jesus, can be a very dangerous tool.

Back, to the Merry Go Round, and Merry God Round. Have you ever had a GOD moment, and just got so dizzy you could barely stand? Well guess what, THAT is the Merry God round. It is so fun, until you get dizzy, and cannot stand up. THEN, you feel sick. Long ago, in the hospital, with our littlest angel, I began to get glympses of this. Yet, I never ever knew it was so much, like a merry go round.

THAT, by the way, as a kid, was my absolute favorite!!!! Yet, as an adult, sometimes, I forget, that the dizziness, eventually passes, and balance comes back. I have been having a unique set of physical challenges. Not gonna get into lots of detail. Despite how it looks, I know this is about GOD, and nothing more. I may have my moment of weakness. But, HE is my reason for existence. HE does anything that is ever GOOD, that comes through ME.

Does that mean it is easy? Well, LOGIC says that it should be. But GODGIC, His ways, say otherwise. His ways, are NOT our ways. The greatest key, to receiving HIS LOVE, in full, is staying surrendered, and teachable before God. I hope that THIS blesses you ALL.

This Blog is about HIS LOVe…and HIS desire for all of us to receive it. HIS Grace indeed is sufficient, and thank GOD it is perfected, when we feel weak. 🙂

In His Grace and Glory,

E