Butterflies Within & Without ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
This morning, beginning THIS at 7:39, yes so significant. Completion, and OVERCOMING disease. That means 2 things. It refers to, WHAT the world considers “SICKNESS” and, also DISCOMFORT. So many people tell me, that they would like to have, what I have. Particularly, with JESUS. I need to be REAL, and admit, that MY discussing this, is SO NOT comfortable. But, He said, it Needs to be broached. Because, the TRUTH is, ANYONE can HAVE a LOVING relationship, with JESUS. Love❤️ And, the ONLY reason, HE GIVES ME, what HE does, is simple. I ALLOW HIM, into EVERY single PART of my LIFE. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
From the FIRST MOMENT, I took a BREATH, I chose JESUS. Love❤️ But, as a baby things happened, around me, that brought certain amounts of chaos and confusion. Sad🙁 And, THOSE circumstances COULD have changed my destiny. BUT JESUS, never left ME. Love❤️ He kept FIGHTING for ME. He clearly states, HE will go after EVERY LOST sheep. And HE WENT after ME, with PASSION. Love❤️
In 2009, when my Sarah Angel Butterfly, was in the hospital, a BOOK came out. IT is MY STORY. Our story as Family… Till then. WOW. I TEAR UP, as I WRITE THIS. Because the SONG…”It’s YOUR LOVE” Yes, THAT is ABSOLUTELY IT. ❤️
I MADE it OFFICIAL to CHOOSE JESUS, when I was 9 years OLD. ❤️ Someone told me, that Joyce Myers did that too. I said, well JESUS LOVE, it draws YOU in. ❤️ I later found out, that NINE means DIVINE PERFECTION of the HEAVENLY FATHER. Love❤️ I was at FCA camp. I will NEVER 4 GET that day…. EVERYTHING about it, is WRITTEN on MY HEART.
MY husband and I went on our HONEYMOON, nearby, and I took him there, and I showed him around. BECAUSE, it is SUCH as IMPORTANT place 2 ME, and JESUS. Love❤️ So many times, there were plans, by others to take me AWAY…but JESUS said NO!!! Gives ME BUTTERFLIES. 😇Love ❤️
HE LOVES ME when I AM within, and well without. He has sat with me, when I have been laughing with glee and laughter. And, when I have been weeping tears of BLOOD. He has cried over me, while I took a razor, and sliced at my wrist, because I felt I desever it. I was often convinced, I deserved the BAD. Oh, how that made, MY JESUS sad.
And, I say this, to SHINE the light on HIS LOVE and RESCUE. What was so strange, was the AVENUE, the road then…that led me to the choice of harm. I watched a “Christain” Program on TV. Someone called me a Jesus Freak, the other day. I said, you can call me what you like. I LOVE to LOVE. I will tell you some of the STORY, if you like. He rescues ME EVERY day. The man, later pulled the car over. Saying… Wow.
Side note: I know there are some seeming typos, but I am leaving them in, as instructed…❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Now, The SONG “I NEED YOU.” Yes, THIS is EXACTLY how I FEEL…EVERY MOMENT. ABOUT JESUS. But, I FEEL THIS way about HIM, and the HEAVENLY FATHER and the HOLY SPIRIT. MY FAMILY. I would BE LOST. WITHIN ME… I NEED the LOVE… and well, WITHOUT ME, because I LAY myself DOWN…EVERY DAY. Because, THAT is what it TAKES.
People do NOT Always like what WE bring to the table. It is often, a lot to digest. But, THOSE that do…how beautiful. What a GIFT! Gives us BUTTERFLIES!!! Like the first time, your child was born 🙂 Or, the first day of school!!! Joy, that cannot be described 🙂 It is INSIDE and OUTSIDE! !!
So, IF you want the BUTTERFLIES of HEAVEN. It is QUITE simple REALLY. He says, WE cannot LIVE by BREAD ALONE. So, ALLOW JESUS to CLEAR and CLEAN the LEAVEN. ~~~
HE is WITHIN…and WITHOUT…
Within the GOOD and the BEAUTIFUL… JUST as it SHOULD BE…
and WITHOUT the BAD…. IT is NOT in HIM. SO, it is NOT in US! BECAUSE HE LIVES in US! You See?
He does not CARRY that….
The Greatest of these is HIS LOVE ~~~~
I will put a link, to the story, the BOOK…He had me write in 2009. It official came out 2010. Under my middle name.
Love you ALL. 🙂 He has WON…remember that 🙂 For those, chooseing HIS ways, THAT is FACT.
In His Grace,