Monthly Archives: May 2014

This morning, so many things transpired. Long before you ever naturally opened your eyes, your spirit man was awake. The topic today is about Air. It is specifically about HOLY air. The enemy has been called the prince of the air. Because he was given temporary access to this world, and to be a ruler. In this season, that access that was granted is being revoked. So do you think there would be a little bit of push back? Is it abnormal that there would be some opposition? Well, NO. According to GOD, it is Heavenly normal, when Heaven invades the earth, for the plans of God to be challenged.

If there were no challenges in our lives, would we not be bored on earth? Cause I know I love a great puzzle, mystery, etc…Don’t you? Here is the trap that we can fall into. WE can hold onto the air. Meaning, we can hold on to things that have been used to wound us, and indirectly give them authority in our lives. This can also be a place of idols being formed, and little mini gods being made. Often, with us, at first being none the wiser. Have you ever had something you just could not let go of???

I know WE have, and occasionally still don’t notice right away. But, thank GOD we do eventually notice. Because, GOD has a plan even for that. His time is perfect. We should not justify sin, or willfully try to make things happen our own way. That is an aspect of evil. People in many cases don’t like certain words. In fact, we have noticed that they scare some. Words such as witchcraft, sorcery, and satan, are used to intimidate in many cases. But, they are just words. In scripture it says witchcraft is the sin of rebellion. I don’t know about you, but I would rather cut off my right arm than rebel against God on purpose.

The other day, I was sitting outside with my AGH (Awesome Godly Husband). We were relaxing and REsTING in God’s presence. We sat and soaked it in, as we worshiped our mighty God. We played volleyball, laughed, and floated on the water. It was truly Heaven. Given everything that has been endured recently, it is a welcome change. We got ready to go inside after a bit, and like usual, I hopped off my float. IT was no harder than usual, but the float popped. I was like huh??? Immediately my logical mind wondered what happened. But, I had to seek GOD on it. Some would say that God doesn’t care about that. However, I would say, “God cares about everything. It ALL matters to Him.” So I sought the LORD, and this is what He showed me.

That float was someone else’s trash, it was found in the garbage. It lasted for a few months. When the float got deflated air was released. Kind of like a flat tire. Do you praise God when you get a flat tire? Cause we should, it means GOD has new ones coming! I got off the float, had this happen and David and I both in our natural mind were perplexed for a moment. Then we almost immediately repented saying, “Lord, speak to us about this.” When I was a child, I thought like a child. Then I became a man and put away childish things.” This scripture rang out to me. God wants us to enjoy His many gifts and blessings. We had done nothing wrong necessarily. He simply had MORE to give us. WE needed to breathe HIS more in and let the LESS out.

Have any of you ever been told you are selfish? I would bet you have. As I kid I was told that so often, it became part of my identity. I knew God loved me, but I ran hard from that LOVE. No one around me was showing it, in a tangible way. I’m not saying love was not present, just not obvious. Our family growing up went to church practically every Sunday. I sang in the choir, and eventually, so did my parents. But, really deep healing was something that seemed far away. IT was like a trip we could never take, a destination lost.

These things would come at me, and I would cry. I mean, I would cry HARD. I got so much persecution for my tears. It was like they were bad, and I should not cry. Little boys many times experience this in life. I was a girl through and through but I loved playing with the boys. I had friends who were also neighbors. I just always had trouble connecting with the girls. I grew up with brothers, so logically I connected more with the boys. But, later would learn there was another reason for this. I was then and will always be incredibly connected to Jesus. To me, HE is the greatest brother of ALL time. I longed for connection with my earthly brothers. But, the connection I did receive was small. So, I clung to GOD. Did I ever fall down? YES. Did I get hurt? SO much at times I thought I would literally die.

I remember begging GOD to kill me as a child. I would pray at night asking for that. I did not understand it was wrong. There was no one telling me this. I did not understand that part of why I prayed this way, was from Fear or influence of the spirit of death. But, I do now. He has healed me of these deep wounds, and conquered death more times than I can count to.  It is humbling to see that multiplying ALL across His land. Did I have to earn it? No. It was and IS simply because WE are loved by GOD and that  GOd loves us forever.

So, here is the question…..What do you breathe in, and hold on to??? It is time to let the AIR out and SEE Heaven manifest. Will it burn your flesh? YES, at first it definitely will. But, the more you experience the LOVE of GOD, and dig deep into HIS word, and presence, healing will come. What was HELL will be transformed on earth into Heaven. God makes very specific promises. Do you believe them? Because HIS promises, and HIS word havebeen proven. He stands even more than the test of time. His LOVE is eternal and time is in HIS hands, as is Healing.

Do you want you, your children He’s given, your spouse He’s gifted, your animals, friends family, the list goes on and on, to WALK in FREEDOM? I mean HOLY FREEDOM…..If you do then LET the AIR OUT. The enemy might be a false prince, but GOD is the KING and JEsus, the SON of GOD is a REAL prince. The enemy is ALL about competition. With God there is no need to compete. He makes us complete in HIM.

I pray He uses this to bless someone. I have been redeemed from so much. Haven’t WE ALL??? Nonetheless God is faithful still. I was a cutter as a kid. I thought I was ugly, horrible, a waste of space. But, that was ALL lies and thank GOD even with them present, I clung to HIM, somewhere inside. With every breath, HE is my ALL and ALL and I surrender. Oh, and when the air was let out of that float, God saved part of that float and made another, and provided 2 more brand new ones. He knows our needs. He brings provision, He alone is GOD and HE will not fail us. He simply wants 100% of who we are, so WE can receive 100% of HIM in return. GLORY.

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This day LORD, on the 27th, representing preaching the gospel of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, we stand and we thank you. We praise you for being you. For receiving the good, the bad and the ugly from us. For going after every lost sheep, we thank you mighty GOD. For delivering us from evil, and bringing Heaven in place of Hell we praise you. Heavenly Father we thank you for kicking us in the behind when it is needed. You are gentle in ALL your ways. Holy spirit we thank you for burning off ALL of this world, and for nurturing us as only you can. Like a mother and child and Father and child, so is the family of GOD. We are all ONE in HIM. Grateful, humbled and so in LOVE with our mighty GOD. Thank you for being our voice. We give Glory to your name. In the name and blood of Jesus, we stay repentful before you LORD. Purify us even more. Bring us Heaven. IJHN AMen

In His Grace and Glory,

E and FAM

I have been out of the  “blogisphere” for a bit. Just taking time to heal. Taking in God’s LOVE and seeing that the weight of HIS Glory can absolutely crush us. But really, that is what we need. Because anything that is left afterwards is of HIM, and not us. This topic came to me a while ago. It is interesting that this day was chosen for writing. It is the 22nd, and the number 22 biblically represents LIGHT. It is the month of May, which is 5 and that biblically represents Grace and Favor. I enjoy numbers, yet I have no fear of them. What I have fear in is one thing, and that is GOD. Because when that is the ONLY thing we have FEAR in, ALL else fails. No idea which direction this was going today, thankfully God knew. I woke up feeling fresh out of battle. Grateful to once again still be alive. Yet, part of me still longing for home. Perhaps that is why my heart has been aching. I have had people influenced by many evil tell me things. They say, “You should not play with fire. Especially fire you don’t understand.” In saying that to someone, often they expose themselves. Have you heard of the devil’s playground? Why of course you have. It is seemingly all over the place. But, did you know God has one too? Cause that seems to be a bit less advertised. But, He does. His playground is Heaven. Do you believe that you have to wait till you physically die to receive it? Because that is simply not true. It is a lie that has been circulated for a very long time. Thankfully, God is making HIS presence very known. Do you know how to tell when something is of God? It is very simple really. There is peace. It is a PEACE that cannot be stolen or removed or even manipulated. It is stapled to us and US to HIM. There is a HOPE that cannot be denied. God’s LOVE is like that of no other. So many try to do things of this world and call it God. There are churches being made to worship people instead of the holy creator. God is not amused, yet is also NOT moved. His position remains the same. Calling Heaven a playground is not meant to take away the GLORY. It is simply hoping to redefine how the world sees it. It is so much more than a playground. It is a place of 100% PEACE, REST, COMFORT, HOLINESS, JOY,HOPE, REASSURANCE, LOVE and so much more. Movies like “Heaven is Real” are being used to pave the way for more of HIS GLORY to arrive. Are you ready? Or will it crush you? I am starting to get really BORED with the things of this world. That is because I spend a lot of time on God’s play ground. On His land no one falls and has broken bones. People might get bruised, but heal quickly. With GOD you know what you are getting is holy. On the enemy’s playing field, you can be certain that not only is it unholy, but it will destroy. No credit given to the enemy here, because when we repent for spending time on the enemy’s playground, where there are minefields hidden as you play, GOD removes us and takes us to HIS. There is something called the spirit of amusement. It is that thing that drives us to ONLY want fun, no matter the consequences. It causes us to look out for self and often call it God. This can happen mainly because of what we have seen, or been taught. In many case this happens because we have wounds that have not been healed. We have not gone from the playground of the world, to GOD and asked for it to be dealt with. Personally, to know that if we feel the need to justify our actions, they might not be of God is part of being openly corrected. I could list all the demons that are on the enemy’s playground. But, why should we give credit, or space to that? Just know that the enemy and his minions do not work separately. The enemy knows power in unity. It is high time God’s people get this revelation. I want to be on HIS playing field. I desire not only to see the miracles but to experience them. You can be a guinea pig if you like, but I am choosing redemption. Thank you GOD that your playground is NOT just ALL fun and games. It is major battles at times and a very real WAR to LOVE the people from the other playground. It consists of a constant surrender of self, to learn more how to be holy and selfless through your coaching and guiding. Heaven will come to EARTH but will you recognize it??? If you are not coming before HIM with a PURE heart, odds are not in your favor.  Stay repentant before GOD and only GOD. If you are afraid of the enemy then be ready to fall prey to him. It really is that simple. ONLY fear, respect and revere the Heavenly FATHER, the holy son, his child and our holy brother JESUS, and the Glorious Holy Spirit. ~ Heaven is for REAL indeed  and I am not waiting till my last breathe to experience it. What about you??? It resides within you according to the word of GOD. We house HIS spirit.